Issue 5 - February 2024


Table of Contents


(I) WRITING

The Vales of Kaas Pathar- Subhadra Narayann

Liveliness of Life- Fehmina Siddiqui 

Game of Life- Lima Das

Solistic Soul: A Dance With Decay and Delicacy- Kelsey Taylor

La Llofona- Alma Morzdezki

Wavelength/Black Moon- Nidhi Agrawal

Symphony of Pain- Samawia Naeem

Light Over All Things- Reonda Thompson

to the woman that made my violin cry- Aradhana Narasimhan

The Art of Posing- Frankie Gold

Broken Shimmering Debris- Alecia Lewis

"perfect"- Alex Patras

A Writer's Dilemma- Sasi Kondru

Broken Dreamers- Margaret Gathenya

An Artist's Muse- Nabiha Tasnim

Innocence (Time Will Tell)- Jeahnelle Garcia

Your Voice, My Blood- Jeahnelle Garcia

Rose-Coloured Glasses- Jeahnelle Garcia

Milk Teeth- Jeahnelle Garcia

a postcard afternoon- Sashi Tandon

Whiskey-Soaked Mutters- Chris Mardiroussian

Taste Test- Arianna Kanji

Winter People- Rihanna Singh

My Spotlight (it was a blackout)- Ishita

Jelajahi Kefanaan Dunia (Explore the World's Transience)- Ikfanny Alfi Muhibbah Shalihah

Whole- Nischay Chinnam

Writing

The Vales of Kaas Pathar 

By Subhadra Narayann

Subhadra is a former teacher turned poet and writer from Singapore who has turned to writing as a creative outlet and elixir to life's challenging and confounding contradictions. Her first poem to be ever published is ‘Shirahige’ in Hot Pot magazine. Her other pieces spanning the different genres have also found home in various publications. 


Though days and nights have long and fast gone by,

they linger freshly pristine in the mind's eye.

As moments brief, yet touching nonetheless,

as art alive, in shades so gay and bright.

Through verdant green and coloured blooms I strolled,

pausing now and then in museful linger.

Weaved beneath most striking bluest of skies,

a scented patchwork trail of vivid hues

unfurled, to stir such rapt delightful awe

and dreamy memories of Kaas' allure.

Behold the sun's spectral rays of fervour,

on pearlescent drops, lithe and nimbly poised!

Such sheer delight a sight to ever greet

a weary soul crossing the vales of Kaas.




Liveliness of Life

By Fehmina Siddiqui 

"The piece is written in such a manner that people can relate to their lives and fluctuations are part of life but enjoying those ups and downs is mesmerizing."

Fehmina Siddiqui, the founder of Elysian Pens, an author, enthusiastic writer, is from India. She has worked in different writing communities and publication house and now she has started her own publication house. She's fond of poetry, pottery, literature and art.

Falling,

Crumbling,

Collapsing,

100 pieces of colossal waxed blood,

And I'm on the 101.

Is it a black hole? But can be a loophole too.

It's December, but August is no lie either.

Maybe it's the first page, but it has remaining pages too.

let me run with my bare feet in the mist and feel the liveliness of life,

Inhale the emerald blended air at 5:00 am, Or just try to capture the illimitable blues in my limited eyes, 

Because I don't know how many breaths are there, it can be several or only a few.



Game of Life

By Lima Das

Lima Das is a resident of Faridabad, Haryana. Since childhood, she love to write poems, stories etc. She is a writer. Her first anthology is “Deep Thinking For Thinkers” as a co-author. She has been co-author in more than 30 anthologies. She has compiled four anthologies till now. She has worked as a project head in the cosmic inception publication. Her many write-ups have been published in different magazines. She has been selected in the top 50 candidates for the “Literacy Star Award 2023” organized by cosmic inception publication. She had won many writing competitions.


Game Of Life


Don’t stop,

At the rate of storms, 

By the sound of lightning, 

burst of clouds, 

fall of lightning, 

Keep going until you don’t want to stop. 


This is the game of life, 

When you want to move forward, it doesn’t let you move forward, 

And when you want to stop, it doesn’t let you stop. 


Life is like this, 

It will try to bow you down at all cost, 

But you will not bow down to it. 


You will fight with life, face it, 

And come out victorious, 

Because where is so much power in life? 

That stops anyone from reaching its destination.

Solstice Soul:  A Dance with Decay and Delicacy

By Kelsey Taylor

Kelsey Taylor is an accomplished American poet, fashion model, content creator, and classical crossover singer. This anthology marks her debut in the realm of published poetry. Currently residing in both Las Vegas and London, her work reflects a unique blend of artistic pursuits and cultural experiences.

"In Sanguine, the writer becomes an artisan of emotions, sculpting verses that evoke the depth of the supernatant human condition. The inked revelations, an offering to the reader, invite them to traverse the landscapes of heartache and ecstasy painted in hues of spirited crimson. Each sentence, forging; each paragraph, a magnum opus. And so, in the quiet sanctum of creativity, where the union of pen and emotion transpires, the act of Sanguine becomes a ritual — a communion between the writer, words, and the eager heart of the reader, all bound together in the sacred art of storytelling."

When stripped of         my rags

                                               of spine and lies

                                                      maybe you can see who I am


               I am                              a rotting  

                                                                     young       thing

      human         decay

  fingernails       used               as               picks 

                

       

                            

All my rage

 hate

 and anger 

    I already feed to the cruel beast

         of my solstice soul


                        I bleed through the spillways

of no return

put back on my mask

and pack your pride                  unto my back

                                            like I am your little suitcase

                                                        and carry me home


                                     Maybe you don’t mind who I am 

                                                                    or who I was

                                                     or who i am becoming


                                   Perhaps you found yourself in me

                                a mirrorball waiting to dance 


  We hold each other and bleed art

   and fall delicately 

     into the orange

                    /yellow/flames/of/fire/fancy/

La Llofona

By Alma Morzdezki

"I've loved books since I was a little girl. I usually write non-fiction, as I feel like fiction is more vulnerable!"

We dragged her out of the lake. She fell with a soft thud on the forest ground, as if her body was scared to make too much noise. The others poked and prodded at her hollow cheeks, squealing in disgust at the slimy chunks of algae stuck to her ivory skin. It was a typical careless teenagers’ game; motivated by our collective morbid curiosity. 


Her sable eyelashes fluttered, and suddenly we all understood the gravity of the sin we’d committed. Five pairs of mosquito-ravaged legs tumbled out of the forest and back to the safety of civilization- where the corpses stayed forever floating.


 She shivered in my arms as I held her close, as the white fabric of her dress clung to her legs. I fanned out her sopping hair across my bare thighs, disregarding the cold that seeped into my skin. It made me feel close to her. She parted her blue-tinged lips but only a pathetic sort of quiet groan seemed to make its way out. I gently pressed a finger to her lips, as I didn’t want her to strain herself.


“It’s alright, you don’t have to say anything.” I murmured to her. 


She blinked slowly up at me, and gradually nodded. The clumps of her knotted hair tickled my skin. I threaded my fingers into one knot and gingerly pulled it. Her whimpers seemed to snake into my bloodstream and freeze it entirely. “I’m so sorry.” I quickly removed my fingers and smoothed over the tender spot. Her own pale fingers rubbed at the knot gravely. Her grey eyes trailed up to meet my own gaze, silently communicating a desire for help. I turned to the sleepover bag I’d dumped near the lake and pulled out my hairbrush. She turned dutifully and sat as still as a doll. I started from the bedraggled ends, my hand gathering her hair away from her lower back. As I went higher the back of my hand brushed against her bare neck. She seemed to arch into my touch, as if her neck was searching to connect with my skin. I left my hand nestled into the crook of her shoulder with my fingers splayed against her nape as I finished brushing her hair. I leaned in and whispered into the shell of her ear:


“You’re the most beautiful creature I’ve ever seen.” She shook her head quickly, her jet-black locks dancing in the sunlight. “I mean it.” She turned to face me and I analysed her features with the obsessiveness of an artist. My eyes travelled from her thick eyebrows, down the slope of her nose and landing on her full lips. Their bluish tint had faded, and they seemed jutted out invitingly. Before I could stop myself I’d melded my lips with hers. I pulled away quickly after the kiss, as if I’d burned myself on her fire. Surprise seemed to be the only thing in our gazes as we stared at each other for a moment, her silver eyes boring into mine. 


Suddenly her cold hands pressed against my cheeks. Her lips felt warm against mine despite her freezing touch, like a stray sunray on an otherwise sunless day. Once we’d separated, our foreheads rested against one another. She seemed to have taken my voice, but I knew she wanted me wholly. 


I couldn’t protest as she dragged me back into the lake, even as the cold water invaded my mouth. Even if I never came back up, I could remain forever floating in her fierce grip. I’d come home to my beloved.

Wavelength/Black Moon

By Nidhi Agrawal

Nidhi, who grew up in India, focuses on issues of emotional and physical trauma in her poetry. She strongly believes that poetry is a source of joy, pain, and wonder—a tool that keeps her going in life—and is driven by the intense physical and emotional trauma she encountered through her medical condition.


Nidhi’s writings have been featured by Ars Medica (Literary Journal sponsored by 

Mount Sinai Hospital, Humber School for Writers, and the Program for Narrative and the Healthcare Humanities at the University of Toronto), Laurel Review, Altadena Libraries (Altadena Poetry Review 2024 Anthology), University of North Dakota, Project Muse sponsored by John Hopkins University, Hobart Books, Writing Center at Washtenaw Community College (WCC), University of Illinois at Chicago, BYU College of Humanities and the Department of English, The University of Pennsylvania, Quadrant Australia, University of California, Riverside, Chicago School of Arts, Lewis Clark State College’s literary journal, St. Francisco University, Xavier Review Press, California State Poetry Society, The University of Tennessee, Chronogram Magazine, Letters (Yale University), Anodyne Magazine, Setu Journal, South Asian Today, Indian Periodical, Garland Magazine, Muse India, etc. She is the author of 'Confluence' and an esteemed contributor to the 'Suicide Volume 2 Poetry Collection' & ‘Anodyne’.


WAVELENGTH

 

Stargazing is mind-numbing.

I am done with the

Drudging stories about the constellations,

Moonbeams through the black tree leaves,

The caliginosity,

The sleepless, anxious and crapulous silence.

Cold secrets moonlit,

Hideous realities hiding in the yards of wavelengths,

The heart has departed,

Eyes seal the deal with the night.


BLACK MOON

 

Soaring into the unbounded depths of the macrocosm,

Plasma ripples underneath the heart,

Like the roaring ocean gyre

It catalyzes the babel.

The howling planets,

The whistling helium,

The rustling stars on the skin.

The atmosphere has floating desires,

Tonight, lovers are separating

Tonight, the moon will rise and set with the sun,

Overwhelming itself in the mighty glare of the sun.

Tonight, it’s the night of the Black Moon.

 

Symphony of Pain

By Samawia Naeem 

Samawia Naeem is a 21-year-old student from Pakistan. She is pursuing a Bachelor's degree in English Literature. She likes to read and write, but prefer writing on nature and love.

"I wrote it when I was hurt. It usually happens that when I feel low or sad I prefer writing."


Like gentle waves hitting the shore,

He strikes her heart, shattering it to the core. 

Yet like sand displaced, lost in the tide, 

Still in her wounded heart, love does reside.

Just as that sand cannot reclaim its place,

Her heart cannot regain its shape.

A symphony of pain in that silent sea,

Each droplet echoes the painful plea.

But fear not, 

Unseen eyes can see me in pain,

Luna above can feel that pain

So prepare for echoes as questions arise

In another world, witnessed by discerning eyes.


Light Over All Things 

By Reonda Thompson 

"Hello, I am a native of Kansas City, MO. I am 37 years old, and a mother of four. I love expressing myself through the written word." 

The sun is on the Eastern horizon. 

Good morning.

Look at this full spectrum of color. 

Orange, yellow, red, some white and blue 

Up so high not hiding anything. 

The snake in the grass devouring its prey. 

Green, black, red 

Colors of strength 

Gray 

Color of the victim 

Life being squeezed out of it. 

The sun on the Eastern horizon. 

The sunflower, the daffodil 

The creeks of water 

Where there is nature’s music 

The deer gallop. 

The frog croaks. 

The owl howls.

the caterpillar becomes the butterfly. 

all under the majestic sky. 

The spider weaves its web of deception.

The fly gets caught in the middle. 

A photographer comes along with a camera, trying to capture it all. 

A nature’s eye view 

Oak tree tall, 

Maple sweet 

Worker bees buzzing about. 

Honoring their Queen

The sun gets a glimpse of it all. 


to the woman who made my violin cry

By Aradhana Narasimhan

"Hello there! I'm Aradhana, and I'm 16.

I'm a hardcore dancer, and I stand out in academics.

I have a knack for words, which led me into the seraphic world of poetry and arts.

After years of penning poems upon several themes, I was fascinated with youth zines run by some of my own friends.

I'm currently working for 7 zines, and I'm proud to say that I'm a published poet!

You can reach out to me on my email : aradhananarasimhan10@gmail.com or my Instagram ID : _.aradhana._10"

'This poem concentrates about how a mother puts her child upon her own feelings against her husband's infidelity, how each nuance of her hatred turns into compassion for their child."

to the woman who made my violin cry


There I was

playing my violin

with a bonfire in my heart.

The hatred I had for him

became concern for his child,

the way he caresses that woman -

the thing that was supposedly an ounce of disgust

turned into compassion for his child

my violin lays there

yearning to be played

while he had plans with the home wrecker.

This agony with a tinge of jealousy

made me possessive about his child.

All my grudges against her

just flew away as confetti

while a kind mother protects her child.

This is to the woman who made my violin cry – 

my violin doesn’t yearn for you

at least, not anymore.



- Aradhana Narasimhan

The Art of Posing

By Frankie Gold

Writing this piece I had gotten inspiration from the world around us, the good, the bad and the neutral. I had talked inspiration from punk-rock music, specifically from the band X-Ray Spex, and used that to write this spoken word.

"I am a Queer teen from based in the UK who dreams of capturing memories and showing them to the world, to my world and making memories that will last a lifetime. A queer teen who loves photography, TV and Film and both wants to work in the Film industry but also doesn’t know what to do with them self."

The art of posing is amazing,

I pose all the time.

We allow the world see different parts of us,

Some personal, some exaggeration, some dramatic, some not even entirely yourself.

I am posing.


You will be called a poseur,

In some way or another, 

For things you control and for things you can’t control. 

We put on a play for the world and let them see whatever we want them to see. 

But no matter how real or fake you may be, 

We are poseurs. 


Posing is nothing bad,

If you’ve mastered the art of it. 

Or even if you haven’t found your feet yet,

Well still stand,

Well will still be called a poseur. 


The art of posing, 

It’s wonderful and vibrant. 

Why?

Becuase posing is an art form. 

Broken Shimmering Debris

By Alecia Lewis

Broken Shimmering Debris


Smashed window,

Crushed bottle,

Shattered mirror,

Cracked glass,

Scattered all around.


Mosaic galaxies,

Fragmented prisms,

Splintered remnants,

Never more beautiful.


Unnoticed rubble swept away,

In a trashed current heading

Toward wrecked oblivion. 


"perfect"

By Alex Patras

"i’m 18 and a senior in high school, hoping to pursue a career in writing. thanks for taking the time to read my work!!!"

"written for my best friend:)"

practice does not make perfect

practice makes permanent 

it makes perseverance 

most of all i think it makes 


perfectionism.


as a child you were constantly 

told by your parents, 

teachers,

friends,

family

you were “such a perfectionist!”

a joke to them but it follows you

like your shadow in the summertime 

you see the scene is set for you and you 

must be


nothing less than perfect. 


ScienceDirect.com notes it is 

often accompanied by tendencies 

to be overly critical of what you see

when the mirror is finally cleaned 


you stand in that mirror 

lean in and fog up the glass

with your breath 

in the mist it tells you


“perfect does not exist”


and yes it knows you’ve heard 

that phrase time and time again

but i think it’s time you finally listened 


hovering over the sink 

picking at your nose and cheeks

bright pink blush in hopes they won’t see

but i see you


i see your heart 

you wear it on your sleeve

next to the tear stains and 

colorful paints and pottery clay 


she knows this but not 

in the same way 


i see the scars but under them 

i know is her


a breathing person with a pulse 

with kind eyes and infectious smile

a laugh that fills the room 

and is contagious like the flu 


i know she loves me,

and i hope she knows

i love her too

A Writer's Dilemma

By Sasi Kondru

"Hi! My name is Sasi and I'm a junior from Texas! I love to write poems and short stories, and I've been featured in magazines like Girlhood Magazine, Cathartic Magazine, and the Imperfect Zine! In my free time, I like to nap and play video games!"

a never-ending soliloquy

plays in my head

all the ideas and twists and endings

shuffled on repeat

and yet when i find a pen and paper

not even a word spills out


Broken Dreamers

By Margaret Gathenya

Margaret Gathenya is an author who mainly writes poetry and fiction. Born and raised in Kenya, she developed a passion for storytelling at a young age and honed her craft through years of reading and writing. 

In addition to her writing, Margaret loves reading and draws inspiration from a wide range of authors and genres. She also loves traveling and is always seeking out new experiences and perspectives to inform her writing. When she's not writing or traveling, Margaret can often be found spending time with her family or simply enjoying the quiet of home.

I’m not living

I’m stuck in a never-ending loop

Of love, happiness, frustration and devastation

I go through them like phases of the moon

Unable to break out from the circle

The motion propelling me around

And round and round and round again

A shell of my younger self

Swallowed up by ambition and need

Are they even mine?

I don’t remember wanting all this

I don’t remember getting here

It’s no longer about me but what I bring to the table

What I bring to the world

I've forgotten how to live

How to embrace the little joys of life

I'm always in a rush

One of the masses laying down the foundation

To make it strong from my years of sweat and tears

So others can stand tall

On the shoulders of broken dreamers

An Artist's Muse

By Nabiha Tasnim

Nabiha Tasnim is a young author from India. Having her first novel published at the age of fourteen, she now works on short pieces of prose and poetry. The author also indulges herself in reading and various art mediums.

An Artist's Muse (by Nabiha Tasnim)


Be an artist's muse and live a thousand lives.

A sketch of charcoal with your hair undone in a frazzled cascade

Be an artist's muse and live like a moment frozen in time.

The splash of cedar on your pupils;

holding the memories you longed to forget captive..

Be an artist's muse and let the melancholy of your tragedies echo in an empty theatre

The psychedelic mirage of a trapped soul who once pleaded to be freed..

Be an artist's muse and live inside the walls of a tower whose bell never chimes..

Until the anecdote of your existence is nothing but a crime.




Innocence (Time Will Tell)

By Jeahnelle Garcia

Jeahnelle Garcia is a 17 year old writer from Trinidad. She has been a writer for as long as she can remember (no matter how questionable the quality of said writing was). She loves to make weird art, listen to music, and play with Beans, her beloved cat.

Innocence (Time Will Tell)


In the early hours of the evening,

Four young boys

Play out in the street.

One in red, one in green,

One in blue and one in yellow.

They do not have a care in the world,

Nor any responsibilities.

Yet.


They run and chase,

And push and pull,

And fight and quarrel.

The boy in blue falls, and scrapes his knee,

But he does not cry

For he is a big boy of seven

And his friends would laugh.


All four boys

Decide to race in the street.

The danger of it does not cross their minds

And youthful luck keeps them safe.


The boy in green trips the boy in yellow

And wins the race.

The boy in yellow is not as strong-willed 

As his friend in blue,

And so, he cries at the graze along his skinny little forearm.

The boys point, and laugh,

But ultimately, the boy in red helps him up

And his friends clap him on the back and tell him not to cry.

Ignorant and young as they may be,

They know physical pain.


A little later,

As the sun sets further behind their houses,

And the sky darkens to the colour

Of bruises not yet formed,

The boys come across another creature

Quite like themselves.


The boy in yellow hears it first,

A quiet crying akin to the cries of his little sister

When he plays a little too roughly with her.

The boy in red, and his friend in green

Pick up sticks

And drag them along the concrete,

Poking and prodding and hitting each other

As they search.


They find it quickly.

A little puppy lies licking its wounds

Behind a garbage can.

It is frightened, but cannot run

And is without its mother.

The four boys know this,

And they know the difference between it and them

Is that they have their mothers

To put plasters on scrapes

And kiss away bruises and fears alike.


And so, 

Quarrels and fights aside,

They decide, without a word

What to do.


The sticks are replaced with fabric

Torn from favourite shirts,

The fists replaced with a touch

As gentle as their mothers’,

And the shouts replaced with whispers

And words of comfort they are so used to hearing.


They are not yet aware

Of the evil that could have been done that evening,

And is so often done

To innocent creatures.

Innocence recognised innocence,

And they did what their mothers would have been proud of.


The pup may grow

Into a dog with a limp,

And the boys may grow,

To keep (treasure) that innocence.


Or the dog may die,

Of infection, or a later evil,

And the boys may become cruel.

Only time,

And their mothers,

Will tell.

Your Voice, My Blood

By Jeahnelle Garcia

Jeahnelle Garcia is a 17 year old writer from Trinidad. She has been a writer for as long as she can remember (no matter how questionable the quality of said writing was). She loves to make weird art, listen to music, and play with Beans, her beloved cat.

Your Voice, My Blood



My blood, 

My deepest comfort;

Your voice, my solitude. 

Raised and deafening,

Slicing my wrists

And burning flesh

You conceived. 

You have hurt me down to the marrow.


I do not blame you;

I never have.

Mother of Sorrows,

You have your own burdens to bear.

I look to you,

And see those heavy swords,

Those crystal tears,

Those broken pieces;


How could I ever blame you?


Forgive and forget.

I will always forgive-

Maybe that is my mistake. 

But the scars I hold

Deep in my bones

Make it harder to forget.


An injured animal will always bite-

Even its own blood.

I do not resent you 

For your teeth,

For your pain.


You do not need 

To tear apart my heart

For it to break for you.

I will do it myself

On those nights we pretend never happened,

On those nights you hold me

And kiss my bruised skin,

When you are my mother

And I, your daughter.

Every moment,

I break my heart for you.


Even when it means

I have to leave you.


Like a dog in a cage,

Abandoned,

I long for you.

But I cannot help 

My relief for my newfound repose.

I hate myself for it.

With wounds healing against my ribs,

And bandages wrapped around my limbs,

I wag my tail at the chance 

To hear your voice.


My blood is my comfort.

I can escape the bloody sheets,

And replace them with fresh dressing

But I cannot escape my blood.

I just want to hear your voice.


On the phone,

Distance a tender godsend,

My heart aches,

To hear your voice.

We do not even get past the courtesies,

Before you claw at old wounds;

A habit that cannot be helped.


Still, I do not blame you.


I don’t want to talk 

About anything, or anyone.

I just want to hear your voice,

Only that, and not your words.

I don’t want to talk

And have to tell you I’m doing well,

Away from you,

My solitude,

My mother.


I just want to hear your voice.

Rose-Coloured Glasses

By Jeahnelle Garcia

Jeahnelle Garcia is a 17 year old writer from Trinidad. She has been a writer for as long as she can remember (no matter how questionable the quality of said writing was). She loves to make weird art, listen to music, and play with Beans, her beloved cat.


Rose-Coloured Glasses



Pink.

All my life,

I've only seen the colour pink.


The first thing I laid my eyes on

Was my mother’s flushed face.

From the baby blanket in the hospital room

To the breast I nursed on:

Pink.


I grew up

In rosy hues,

Bundled in cotton candy

And bathed in milk and rose petals:

Pink.


Even now,

A bunch of roses sit on my bedside table

In a porcelain vase

Gifted to me by my grandmother

With a handwritten note:

“Always look at the  world

Through rose coloured glasses.”


Always.


I recall a time

I heard that every day.

But the roses have begun to wilt.


I have always seen the world

In shades of pink.






When I look in the mirror,

To pick apart my features

With fiddling fingers

And pearly nails,

That's all I see.

I see the blush 

That creeps beneath the skin,

Cherry blossom persistence;

And the roseate imperfections.


I am reminded 

Of pigs.


And when I sit within myself,

I know it’s all there is:

Pink.

From the soles of my feet,

To the meat on my bones

And the brain in my head:

Pink.


It makes me want to vomit.


I want to tear away

The rotting petals from the roses,

Drain the blood from beneath 

The flushed flesh,

And claw the pink

Out from within me.


I have always seen the world

Through rose coloured glasses.

I have always hated the colour pink.


No matter how hard I try,

There is nothing I can do.

The lenses do not sit on the bridge of my nose.

They are already embedded

Behind my eyes.

Milk Teeth

By Jeahnelle Garcia

Jeahnelle Garcia is a 17 year old writer from Trinidad. She has been a writer for as long as she can remember (no matter how questionable the quality of said writing was). She loves to make weird art, listen to music, and play with Beans, her beloved cat.


I was fourteen

When my last tooth fell out.


The girls at school had lost theirs;

With smiles of pearly white,

Perfect adult teeth.

I was deeply ashamed of my last little milk tooth.


It first came loose as I ate.

I was ecstatic,

Prodding at it with my tongue,

Never minding the pain.


When my best friend found out

She was surprised it had not fallen already.

This comment came

Between gossip over maths homework,

Which steadily continued right after.


That night,

I pried it out of my mouth

Between two fingers.


And the following morning,

My teacher told me I had done the homework poorly.

It would need to be redone.


Too old for the tooth fairy,

And all her whimsy,

I kept the tooth in a matchbox on my bedside table.

Even as the crown of the new tooth grew in,

Scraping the tip of my tongue,

I mourned my last milk tooth.

I could not bring myself to throw it out.


Even now,

I keep it with me

In a little spice jar, on my bedside table-

A perverted shrine of my innocence.


I no longer mourn my last milk tooth.

I mourn the loss of the girl

With a mouth still full of them;

Who was excited when the began to shake;

Who was eager to grow up.

Too eager.


I have lost all my milk teeth.

My mouth is full of cavities

And still, I mourn.


a postcard afternoon

By Sashi Tandon

Sashi Tandon is a young creative from Perth, Western Australia. Studying film and creative writing, she works across the mediums of poetry, film and photography. Sashi aspires to provide a refreshing and humorous view of ordinary life. She aims to make poetry accessible, absurd and entertaining, revealing the beauty and horror in the everyday. She has also written multiple finalist and award-winning short films. 


a postcard afternoon



the clothesline turns,

the magpies croon.

a postcard afternoon

with burnt-beige lawn

and saltwater

snivelling down my wrists. 


the children cling 

to the rusted wire

in their bathers

as the westerly totters and stirs. 


do the kookaburras know

we are laughing

at Uncle Tim’s terrible batting? 

or do they have an inside joke of their own? 


salt stains of

a thousand summers around our eyes

and the rims of our caps.

and when we dry

may the sprinkler drench us all over again. 

Whiskey-Soaked Mutters

By Chris Mardiroussian

Chris Mardiroussian is a Lecturer in the Department of English at California State University, Long Beach. His most recent book is a full-length collection of poetry entitled BLUNDER DOWN UNDER, which Chasing Shadows Magazine called, "A stark and raw style of writing that clearly constitutes the life of a typical miscreant." In 2019, he won First Prize in the Cinema Italian Style Film Festival (sponsored by the prestigious American Cinematheque in Los Angeles) for his short film entitled IL BREAKUP, which he co-wrote and produced. In 2017, he co-wrote a collection of poetry entitled HONESTY. LOVES. CRUELTY. His work has appeared in Bloom Magazine, BOMBFIRE, Horror Sleaze Trash, Incognito Press, Persimmon Review, Pomona Valley Review, Poetically Magazine, Skipping Stone Review, and elsewhere. He lives in Los Angeles, CA.


Whiskey-Soaked Mutters


I might not give much,

but I loosen 

just enough to raise

half a decibel

Or decrease by a

Fahrenheit or two,

just enough to have my foot 

in the door where she won’t 

let me stay

and spend 

the night,

but won’t shut the door

And send me home

because 

her needs outweigh

the pending supply. 


Even if I make her

cough,

sigh,

or squeal,

like captive hyenas,

As long as she feels that 

her feelings are heard

but toyed with, 

then I’m okay.

 

You can't please them all,

they say.


But you can tease them

About their insecurities 

tied to self-loathing

with each

cough,

sigh,

or squeal. 


I was once addicted

to the 

hokey-pokey,

but I’ve turned

myself

Around.

Taste Test

By Arianna Kanji

Arianna Kanji is a fourteen year old writer from Toronto, Canada with a love for prose poetry.

here is a startling resemblance to something colorful pressed near the bend of your neck, and it festers like the eye of a storm painted shimmering pink with mascara. Of course there’s nothing better than the children that gnaw at her stomach with the anger of hyenas, skin cooking on prairies they were always built better for, shattered hallways caked in mud and blood and guts. There is always a kind of laughter built into the lips of the one-armed doll with the gouged-out eye and the scrawled-on face sitting in my dresser, because there is nobody around to judge tainted plastic skin. When the wounds near your throat start to sink and sob through the flashes of pink strobe lights digging calluses on anonymous Post-it notes, you’ll chuckle with the faceless sea creatures casting shadows on the window. She’s always been a little too young, alarmingly simple joy built into her tears. Rainbow face paint along her creases and fluttering wings at her heels. Silver strings twisting bars around her soul like brittle metal ribs.

Click the arms back into place. Smooth flowers drip from pudgy flesh like fingers down a drain. The twinkling lights burst, sparks staining the walls black and chemicals burning tantalizingly against her nostrils. They bite into your face, now - nothing else concerns the wandering except leashes of smoldering dove feathers. When I sink into the glass and my features scrub themselves away to nooses shaped like tentacles, I wish almost to be burnt on the wood that once held my young, raw body. She’s kinder than she seems, all smooth tips and golden teeth, but there’s an infection slithering near the bend of her neck. When the red runs down your lips, however, you’ll almost be thankful. The taste of the pomegranate juice will lick your insides clean.


Winter People

By Rihanna Singh

"Besides writing, I love listening to music (specifically 80's and early 2000's), fashion, and traveling. Writing has been the one constant in my life, especially when everything else seemed to be falling apart."

They can’t see clearly

Through your icy windows

Your blizzard bites bitterly

Frostbite nips at the nose


In the snowbank is a rose

Despite downpours, that grows

Unwavering when it snows

Nurtured by frost, instead, it glows


Your melancholic beauty 

Is just a season too profound,

So the willowwacks of the world

Are where you resound


Observation through windows

Matures a quiet eloquence

This is a snow person’s treasure

And is anything but tenebrous


But one day the outer storm will cease

The blizzard will diminish

Passersby will rush to wrap you in fleece

And you will replenish


A warm woodsy fire to accompany snowfall

Blazing embers and sparks fail not to enthrall

Fret not, go forth, submit to its call

The danger might prove to be nothing at all

My Spotlight (it was a blackout)

By Ishita

"I'm a young writer, who would like some exposure for my book. I might send an extract of part part the book if it goes well. My favourite hobby is writing, and its important for my career as a girl wanting to be a lawyer."


My spotlight (it was a blackout) 

.  

If every star in the sky were part of the runway lights, we'd have a blackout the moment I came on stage. Even then, you wouldn't even try using your ears for finding my voice - you'd chop them off, you'd blame it on tinnitus. That was my voice to you. 


You wouldn't dare use your hands to search for me, you'd put on gloves. However, you'd be revolted from the first lingering touch of the filth of guts and blood itching at your skin, through the laced fabric. Your guts and blood, mushed into a piece of shadow art. Something that mustn't be seen. You must've washed your hands for days, to rid the pictures in your mind and dressing rooms of me - but I remember it. I remember you. 


You took down all the stars, so no one would ever remember me again. I am the spark of yours that went out because of the candles you had everyone blow put for me on my many birthdays. Every cake was a new dream, a new me, and you blew it out. Time and time again. It was only when you reached the 8th candle, that you realised my stardom was for the directors and dressing rooms after all. And we all know how that turned out. Now, I'm the remaining carbon dioxide, shamefully floating around what you wanted me to be. A spark which was never blown out.  

Jelajahi Kefanaan Dunia (Explore the Transience of the World)

By Ikfanny Alfi Muhibbah Shalihah 

Ikfanny Alfi Muhibbah Shalihah is a 22 years-old woman from Indonesia with capabilities in sustainability environment and public policy through verbal and nonverbal communication and content creation based on research-investigation-analysis. Kindly contact Ikfanny through email at ikfannyalfms30@gmail.com, @ikfannyalfms on Instagram, and LinkedIn personal message at Ikfanny Alfi Muhibbah Shalihah

"I wrote this poem as a reminder to myself and other humans that everything about life has been arranged by the Almighty, so entrust everything to Him."


"Jelajahi Kefanaan Dunia" (Indonesian version)


Satu yang perlu kautahu; kau tak sendiri

Satu yang perlu kaudengar; doamu selalu sampai,

kendati cerita cintamu tak selalu indah menuai


Satu yang perlu kaulihat; maumu sudah kudengar, bukankah bentuknya sudah kentara?

Oh, apa belum jua?

Manusiaku, tak semua ingin harus sama persis serupa maumu

Kau mau itu, tapi jikalau mau-Ku bukan juga maumu, apa kau akan tak mau?


Kau boleh pergi, berlari

Kau bebas bermain-main sesuka hati

Aku tak memintamu kembali

Karena bukankah yang membutuhkan sudah seharusnya mendatangi?


Manusiaku, dunia ibarat mata pisau

Sekali tangismu parau, dua jalan kau hadapi, dua suara membisiki; lanjutkan hidup atau pilih sudahi?


Tetap hiduplah

Sejenak bertahanlah

Karena kau tak tahu apa saja yang akan kau alami bila akhiri hidup yang kaupilih

Atau, justru kau sudah tak sanggup lagi jelajahi kefanaan dunia ini?


Explore the World's Transience (English version)


One thing you need to know; you're definitely not alone

One thing you need to hear; your prayers are always heard,

despite your love story not always working out beautifully


One thing you need to see; I've heard your wish, isn't it crystal clear?

Oh, is it not yet?

My human, not everything you want has to be exactly the same as yours

You want that, but if My desire isn't also yours, will you be unwilling? 


You may go, you may run

You are free to frolic around as you please

I'm not asking you to come back

Because shouldn't the needy come?


My human, the world is like a knife's blade

With one hoarse cry, you face two paths, two whispering voices; continue to live or let it go?


Stay alive

Hold on for a moment

For you have no idea about what kind of things you'll undergo if you decide to put an end to what you've done

Or, are you no longer capable to explore this world's transience? 


Whole

By Nischay Chinnam 

"Hi I’m Nischay Chinnam, a blooming young writer and poet, with a unique mind and creative thoughts. 

I am a classical dancer, a violinist, a part-time singer, and also a polyglot. I currently have too many projects in my docs, but the best thing about me is that I don’t give up easily so they’ll be out for you to read in a good couple of years. My poetry pieces have been published in several online and print magazines, and i am the editor of an online literary magazine Expressionism. When I’m not writing, I visit delusion, contemplate my life decisions, and gets told i have about ten different mental disorders."

I want you to be free.


I want you to be with me.


I want you to show me a side of you,


who nobody saw before.


I want you, all of you.


I want the child you,


the insane you,


the broken you,


the wounded you.


I want you,


only you. 


I want to take the missing peices,


put them back together;


and make you whole again.